the world is not colourful without dreamers

Stupid! i spent 10,000rp for nothing

Firdaus — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 04:29:10 +0000

Interested in the new package (containing brand new channels) offered by indovision in its website, without doubt i then called the operator to convert my current channel package into the new one, which of course having the same price. After queuing on the phone line (damn! it took forever to get connected to the operator, considering i got only 10,000rp in my balance i newly reloaded)

(sigh) finally i could hear the operator greeted me. I then eagerly ask for the package conversion straightforwardly. well… the operator actually assured me that it would be impossible to convert back to the previous package. Yet, I surely convinced the operator that that would be fine as long as i could get the new channels. Then I was assured that conversion would be processed immediately, if not the next day.

After that, i rechecked the list of the new package, and found that there were some channels missing from my current package. I began to feel like… what?! damn. I was going to lost discovery travel and living and channel[V], and so forth. It doesn’t sound important, does it? but.. i felt uneasy bout it.

With the rest of my balance, i called the operator back hoping that it wasn’t precessed yet. Worse, i had to wait longer until i could talk with the operator than the first one. Feeling uneasy for having limited balance for calling, i started to hesitate whether to cancel or continue, I decided to continue.

Thankfully, I eventually got connected before i ran out of balance. I tried to confirm whether I could abort the the package conversion, bu i couldn’t. It was too late. It had already been processed. Then, with such deep regret, I took it for granted.

So, i know it was only 10,000rp worth of balance for calling. But I still can’t help regretting it, not only for loosing the 10thousand, but the mistake I shouldn’t have made. i should have checked thoroughly before doing so……..aaaaaaaaaaaa

Gadget review

Firdaus — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 17:23:34 +0000

While browsing an online electronic shop, I was tempted by a thin acer notebook. then as always. I began googling, searching the review. i found some good websites complete enough to make me contended and tempted.
Yet, (hehehehehe), that’s not the point. it was when i found a good website in bahasa indonesia reviewing the product. i was pretty happy with it for finally there is a website in bahasa indonesia reviewing gadgets thoroughly, comprising quite many collections of ‘the being reviewed’ picture and involving some performance tests.
Going further reading the article, I felt like it was such familiar review. then i went back to the previous website reviewing the product, well… it was not exactly similar though, but i reckon that the author had paraphrased the article in bahasa indonesia. (it reminds me of the many gadget tabloids that translated (not parahrased) from the websites i usually refer to when i need new info bout the new gadgets.
well.. you might think that ‘what was wrong with paraphrasing?’ when the author attribute the source.
But, what troubled me was that the author wrote the article as though he himself had tested the product. Furthermore, I have never found any website in bahasa indonesia reviewing products thoroughly and appealingly. [sigh] what i always find is merely advertising. Never do i find any indonesian website that give complete review as buyers guide so that people can compare and become smart, if not, educated buyers.
so, when?

Astralian Education Exhibition

Firdaus — Wed, 13 May 2009 16:18:27 +0000

please visit our Australian Education Exhibition in:
Malang 15 May 2009 in Hotel Santika
@ 2 o’clock
and
Surabaya 16 May in Hotel Majapahit

GATEL: Blackberry 8310, Nokia E71, or Nokia 5800

Firdaus — Tue, 12 May 2009 15:48:13 +0000

Well, this week I do do crave for new mobile phone. Damn! How can I not stop it? Don’t care lah. But let’s have a look why I want one of those phones. First, those three phones are within relatively similar price range, more or less Rp 4jt. With that price range I’ve got several things to consider

BLACKBERRY 8310

I should admit that I’m in love with the design. Though some buddies disagreed (read: cute dari HongKong, wong sak gedhe gajah ngono) ahahahahah…..*gendhenk kon rek. I think it’s…. well I dunno how to describe it. I just like it lah. One thing, as I’m used to texting with QWERTY keypad with my SE M600, so that’s the first technical reason.

But, yes, I put the design as my major consideration because all you can expect from this bloody phone is It, meaning that this handset has no capability of wifi connection, HSDPA, if not GPS, though the latest is not that useful to me With this range of price, of course it’s too expensive.

Yet, sometimes, I feel like it’s forgivable simply because I reckon that I don’t need those features in the phone, and is because I already got it with the other equipment.

So, if I ought to choose the one best value for money, I really had better consider the next option, Nokia E71.

NOKIA E71

Prior to favouring blackberry’s design, I of course had already been interested getting this E-series for both its features and design. The landscape screen is once again the factor, you don’t have askew your phone to get the landscape view. Well it has all in one phone you wish for. It has all features I have mentioned that blackberry 8310 doesn’t. one more think, i turn to this model because there’s new clour: BLACK. love it love it!

But, still, I’m in love with 8310 design. *sigh

NOKIA 5800

Well, after never ending browsing on the internet, this series crossed my mind. This ‘claimed iPhone killer’ series is truly capable of playing game like iPhone can. Say, it has move sensor that enable you to play a game without using any control button. An 8Gb microSD card is included in the package, along with TV-Out, micro USB cable, and a stereo headset with remote control. Compared to iPhone, this gadget certainly offers more generous features and bigger screen resolution despite smaller screen size. Yet, with significant different price from iPhone, you cannot expect what iPhone offers, to mention stainless steel case and attractive touch screen.

In the nut shell, I really should decide whether I will sacrifice sophisticated features for a ‘beautiful’ design, or must pick the other two……..

Bloody Hell!!!!!

Firdaus — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 17:49:40 +0000

today, once again, i fortunatly get a day off (yet wishing its not gonna happen for good). these two days i’ve spent my days by watching TV all day caught up with some serials i missed lately due to the damn work load. it’s been such lazy days i can finally enjoy, compared to several days ago that i had had such horrible week and made me such a grumpy bloke. gosh…. hate that. what had happened was so annoying that i turned to be such mean person ever. i was becoming excessively mad to the arsehole ******* person. she was such an unforgivable MORON i ever met.!!!!!!

Song is…..

Firdaus — Mon, 19 May 2008 17:45:16 +0000

Every song to me represents every moment you’ve spent with ur friends. It’s just more than whatever u’ve spent with ur girlfriend or boyfriend. It’s simply different.

I wast just lying on my back, with the earpiece sticking on my ears, listening to songs in my phones. I felt, like, i was fancying every song. And with every song being played, i began to flash out some things i’ve done with FRIENDS. Reminiscing what has happened can be relieving. You can be very greatfull that u’ve been through it. You can call them FRIENDS when you can remember whatever happening to you WITH friends, no matter how trivial it is.

I think that it’s as well such a good idea to start loving ur girl/boyfriend as a friend too. Friendship lasts longer than passion. And is more sincere of course.

imsick

Firdaus — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 17:41:04 +0000

Life is too complicated to understand. I’m aware of not being alone. Its
simply questionable. Always. I always feel, like, everything’s going
against me. Though i inderstand that what’s happening is meant to
happen, i just can’t take it. It’s just like what happened a couple
days ago. I was suddenly stagerred by the fact that, in fact, i felt
being possessive towards everything. I know i can’t always be. I just
can’t resist. I’m just like the prisoner of my own ego. I know that
it might be wrong to put someone through your way. There’s always one
reason. I just know that’s what i’m doing is just perfect. I just
know it’s true. Do you?

dunno what to feel

Firdaus — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:37:33 +0000

I thought i perfectly understand how people feel. I’ve been claiming
that i’ve done everything to be, i thought, a good people. I just
realise that there’s another voice saying that i’m not that person.
Nooo. It can’t be true. Recently, i was spending most of my silent
time finding out why people were so mean to me. Can’t they just think
the way i do. No need for me to get so much. I just need they know
that i exist. I really do. Just apreciate me even merely in your
heart. Just quite moment ago that i felt that i’m happy and decided
to be happy whatever it takes. But what’s happening is just beyond
what i expected. It’s clichee. Really. One moment you promised
yourself that you’re going to be able get through it. It’s nonesense.
All i wanna do is just enjoying my big bite of brownies. Sink myself
deep down in the dungeon.

Firdaus — Mon, 21 May 2007 09:31:50 +0000

Sometime u feel extremely sad
sometime u feel extremely happy
sometime everything is just okay
sometime u feel 2be the stupidest person on the planet
sometime u feel ur on top of the world
sometime u feel the nature is against u
sometime everything is on ur side
sometime everyone is ur mate
sometime everyone is ur bigest foe
if u happen not to feel so, … Someday u will

my life…..

Firdaus — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 17:20:22 +0000

I blinked my eyes. i caught myself lying on my clenched arms. feeling so empty,i was scanning the green wall in front of me. my eyes was rolling up, and found out somewhat glittering yellowish curtain above my very head. at the sametime i felt that one second ago i was as well in the same bedroom. i was rolling my body that i was lying on my left. then i was curling my body,and,again scanning what caught by my eyes. oddly, everything was different from what i thought i had been a couple o’ seconds previously.
******
then i realised that i was not in the room i had expected. it might have been ten years ago….or more. i somewhat alarmed of it. ‘ten years?’ had it been that long?’. ‘GOD!’. trully i had no idea why it came (i supposed it’d been million of times i felt the same way). it did force me to recall how i cried out ten years ago simply because i had been wearing bloody blue shorts on the foolowing day. well….still feeling the same way that i thought i had about to blink my eyes, i had waken up with long grey trousers hanging on the button of my closet had been awaited to be put on. it FREAKED ME OUT, and still does. you know? it was like something taking away my happiness, and drowning me into never ending sadness well.in contrast, (*sighing*) at the same time i felt like fancied a big tasty brownies that is melting in my mouth. so DELICIOUS that i hoped it would last forever
*****

i dont want to find out why. REALLY! but the truth tells me what it is. it says ‘ you are always AFRAID of GRGOWING UP! wake up!and deal with it!’
well…. i wonder that anyone feel the same way as i always do?
PERHAPS, those’ve made me afraid of what is so-called RELATIONSHIP.yes. im too scared with commitment that possibly will take away my world. the world that will never share to enyone. the world that no one i will let to enter. as a matter of fact, perhaps im too fear to be rejected, even being LEFT by everyone i LOVE!!!!!!!!!………….

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when it comes, i simply withdraw my self and enjoy another giant piece of brownies.
c’est la vie? it’s all up 2 u